Out for the night #40

My friends are moving into their new place on Monday it is very exciting. They have been married for six months and they are finally able to get out on their own, they can't wait. I am so getting them their first bottle of wine for their cottage. I think they might have a house warming party too. It would be nice to have one to get everyone together to hang out for a night. That's always a good time. I am going to hang out with them tonight, we always have a good time when we are together. I think I am going to head that way now...Goodnight

........ #39

No titles today, just dots. I am not in a writing kind of mood at all right now, but I decided to write anyways. I went to work it was very, very boring. I did however get to realx and mkae pie boxes and watch t.v. there's nothing wrong with that as far as I am concerned. I also had a very stressful morning which resulted in chaos all before eight a.m. it was ridiculous. It all turned out well though and in conclusion to the situation is me buying my own damn printer. I also am smelly from being in the deli all day so I am going to go and take a shower.

School#38

Its just another day at school for me,except that today is the last day of real classes then I just have finals. I am so excited that everything for the semester is almost done. Next week will be a great relief knowing that school is over and winter break is beginning. Its going to be weird to wake up in the morning and not have to study or doing any homework. I am not sure I will know how to do that anymore. I have become so used to having to do stuff all day long. From the minute I wake up until I go to bed I am constantly running around, either at work, at home, doing errands, or homework. Finally things are going to slow down and I will be able to take some time for myself. I am so excited. I have to go to class though so I'll be back later to write some more.

Schools out! #37

School is finally almost over and my break can begin. I want it to just start now but I still have to do a five page paper, and thats not going to be very fun at all. This semester has been a very good one, I have learned a lot academicly and about myself. Next semester I am hoping will go as well as this one did. A good first semester is always a nice achievment to have under your belt. I am taking math next semester that should be interesting. It is the one subject I can't stand, well acutally I just lied because I can't stand science either...and history is kind of confusing too, I can't remember all of it. Anways back to math, I think I am going to get a tutor and hopefully that will be helpful for me to really understand the information being taught. I can't wait for grades to come out either I am really hoping that I have A's and B's, that's what it has been for the past few weeks so hopefully it stays that way.

As for now I should sleep so I can study in the morning.

America is crazy... #36

I am very frustrated with our country. I think it is absolutly ridiculous that we are giving these car makers a bailout. They knew what the economy was doing they knew the country was in a very bad place, everyone is in a bad palce. Its not fair that these massive already rich companies are getting all the help. What about all of the people that can't afford to buy food, or are loosing their homes and are having to live on the streets. It doesnt make sence to me at all. I know these companies are important but fifteen billion dollars? That seems a little bit extreme to me. I am hopeful for our country so I hope that this fifteen billion dollars really makes a difference, and maybe they will stop flying around in private jets and save some money on fuel.

I am dont ranting now.

My writing #35

So as I was going through some old files on my computer I found some old poetry that I wrote. I feel really greatful for the place that I am at now. In the things I had written I can still feel that way I felt when I was writing it, and most of the time I was letting out really painful feelings. I am so happy that I am in a better place and that my life is where it is.

I can’t forget the day you left
I can’t forget about you
Like you forgot about me
I watched you drive away
And I stood in the snow for hours
Hoping you’d turn around and come back
I never really thought you’d leave for good
I never really thought It’d hurt this bad….
I never thought about how it’d be when you were gone
How everyday seems like a waste
And I can’t help but break down and cry
My heart beats so fast sometimes
That I can’t even breathe
I would do anything to get you back here with me

Another night in the dunes #34

I am going to hang out with my friend Eva and her husband Pete. I am really looking forward to it because they just found out today that they got a cottage to live in. They are so excited and I am so excited for them. I am already thinking about things that I can get them for their new place, and a great way to have a house warming party. It's so great, they are two of the most sweetest and greatest people ever. I love those two. I am actually going to go and see them right now...I'll be back later, maybe with a funny story or two.

Guns #33

On Saturday I am going to take a class so that I can get my F.I.D card, and be able to apply to get my license to carry, I am so exicted. I know the class will probably be really boring since it is an eight hour class but when I'm done its gunna be awesome. I will be able to buy a gun and learn how to shoot better. It'll also be a good way for me and my dad to spend some time together. He is a cop so I don't really relate to him in any ways, his work in a way has consumed most of his life. If i have a gun he can teach me how to shoot and we will have a hobby in common. I think it will be a really good thing. I am totally excited!

Watch out Boston here I come #32

I am on my way to Boston this weekend, it will hopefully be a great time. Me ad a few of my friends are going to go dancing near Fenway. Its going be to be sooo much fun, I can't wait. It'll be nice to go up there and be stress free and just hang out and dance which is one of my favorite things to do.

On the other hand it could always end up in a big drama fest, because whenever I go up there on of my friends has always got drama surround her. I am really hoping that it is a laid back night and I dont have to put up with any lameness(my new word).

So lets hope that everything goes smoothly and its a great time.

Soldier #31

My best friend has been in love with a boy for years. They have gone back and forth since they were in seventh grade. Most people beleive that you dont know what love is when you are that young, but these two love the hell out of eachother and have forever. Six months ago he was sent over to Iraq. The enitre time that he has been there they have been emailing eachother since being on the phone isn't an easy option. They kind of started this strange relationship backwards since they couldn't be around eachother. Well he is finally home from Iraq and it is amazing. I normally hate the guys my friends pick out because they date these guys that are such jerks. But this boy he is totally different, and I like it. My friend has been through so much in the past few years and to finally see her, in love and truly happy is wonderful. Out of all the people I know she deserves it the most, and I can't wait to see how things work out for them in the next few weeks.



Now that I am done gushing about how great my friend and her lover are I am going to go get ready for work...

A change #30

Life is yet again changing... and I am okay with it. I feel like I am back to the old Morgan, the one who is a free spirit and just wants to have fun. I have decided to forget about some of the old drama I have had going on in my life, it's the right to time to just let go. I am over being in love,I am over drama, and things that just arent important. I am going to focus on me and what I want for a while, and I think it is totally okay. I think that every once in a while people needto take time out for themselves. The more time I have taken to just be me and do what I want, I have found the happier I am. I am content being on my own, and I am content with my life. Its a great feeling especially since the holidays are here.

Bring on the new year because I am ready for it!

My friends #29

I have some of the greatest friends in the entire world, but sometimes they are the greatest pain in my butt. I swear that sometimes people just don't think before they say or do things, or maybe they just are numb sometimes.

My friends have been so ridiculous lately. I really truly think that they just have no comprehension of what the world is really like and the sacrifices that come along with decisions you make. I understand that if I choose to do something it may be that along the way I can't do something because of what I have already chosen to do. For instance, if you owe rent in a week and you don't have any money you probably shouldn't go out and buy things that aren't necesities. You also shouldn't decline extra shifts at your job if you have no money.

I also have annoyed because we all threw a massive party for two of our friends birthday. The party was supposed to be a great time we had spent a lot of time and money putting everything together and what happens...the party sucks, not even sucked it royally sucked. Girls are just such drama queens sometimes I just would like to completely avoid drama. I know that sometimes it is un avoidable but AHHHH I just hate it, no matter what kind of drama it is.

I am done ranting and raving now I feel much better now that I have vented out all of my anger and tension. On that note I am going to go and try to do some homework so I can pass my class!

..... #28

It's been a while since I have written anything. The past few weeks seem like they have just disappeared. Time always goes by so quickly this time of year. Thanksgiving was alright, I mess just like every holiday with the family, a good mess though. I am getting ready to finish up my christmas shopping which I am excited about. I love sitting and wrapping all of my presents it's so much fun. Christmas is by far my favorite holiday besides my birthday. I consider my birthday a holiday because its my holiday. I have a christmas party for my job this weekend, it should be a great time with lots of great food.

I could write an entire book about my feelings about my friends right now but I will save that for another journal entry...

I am totally scattered in my writing today, I guess it is just one of those off days, Oh well...