I feel like I should have my own soap opera. My life always has something ridiculous going on in it. I would get great ratings. I am still tired of my friends. I have started cutting people out that have done nothing but cause me problems. I don't like having bad friends or bad people in my life, they don't do anything but hold me back from life. I have found that the sooner I figure out whose the people are and the sooner I keep them at a distance, the sooner my life rid of distractions.
On the other hand me and my close friend Jenny have not been getting along at all. She lives with my best friend Lacey who lives in Boston. They are roomates and we are all friends, but me and Jenny just haven't been on good terms for months. I feel like everything in her life is just a mess. The Jenny I became friends with is not the Jenny I know now. She just has lost herself somewhere in the past few months and it's taking a big tole on our friendship. There have been so many factors to our blow outs but, it's just becoming way to much stress in my life. I am going up to Boston on Thursday to try and talk. I really don't know how I feel about it. I am really apprehensive but at the same time I don't want to be because I want to try and be open minded about the whole situation. It's all just so much to think about and so much to deal with and process. I call these situations, a big huge mess!
On a better note. Work is good, so is school. I went schooting the other day so that was awesome. I yet again had another great adrenaline rush. I also have lots of stuff to get done so thats what I am going to do. I'll have something really great for next time, hopefully a great story.
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