Out for the night #40

My friends are moving into their new place on Monday it is very exciting. They have been married for six months and they are finally able to get out on their own, they can't wait. I am so getting them their first bottle of wine for their cottage. I think they might have a house warming party too. It would be nice to have one to get everyone together to hang out for a night. That's always a good time. I am going to hang out with them tonight, we always have a good time when we are together. I think I am going to head that way now...Goodnight

........ #39

No titles today, just dots. I am not in a writing kind of mood at all right now, but I decided to write anyways. I went to work it was very, very boring. I did however get to realx and mkae pie boxes and watch t.v. there's nothing wrong with that as far as I am concerned. I also had a very stressful morning which resulted in chaos all before eight a.m. it was ridiculous. It all turned out well though and in conclusion to the situation is me buying my own damn printer. I also am smelly from being in the deli all day so I am going to go and take a shower.

School#38

Its just another day at school for me,except that today is the last day of real classes then I just have finals. I am so excited that everything for the semester is almost done. Next week will be a great relief knowing that school is over and winter break is beginning. Its going to be weird to wake up in the morning and not have to study or doing any homework. I am not sure I will know how to do that anymore. I have become so used to having to do stuff all day long. From the minute I wake up until I go to bed I am constantly running around, either at work, at home, doing errands, or homework. Finally things are going to slow down and I will be able to take some time for myself. I am so excited. I have to go to class though so I'll be back later to write some more.

Schools out! #37

School is finally almost over and my break can begin. I want it to just start now but I still have to do a five page paper, and thats not going to be very fun at all. This semester has been a very good one, I have learned a lot academicly and about myself. Next semester I am hoping will go as well as this one did. A good first semester is always a nice achievment to have under your belt. I am taking math next semester that should be interesting. It is the one subject I can't stand, well acutally I just lied because I can't stand science either...and history is kind of confusing too, I can't remember all of it. Anways back to math, I think I am going to get a tutor and hopefully that will be helpful for me to really understand the information being taught. I can't wait for grades to come out either I am really hoping that I have A's and B's, that's what it has been for the past few weeks so hopefully it stays that way.

As for now I should sleep so I can study in the morning.

America is crazy... #36

I am very frustrated with our country. I think it is absolutly ridiculous that we are giving these car makers a bailout. They knew what the economy was doing they knew the country was in a very bad place, everyone is in a bad palce. Its not fair that these massive already rich companies are getting all the help. What about all of the people that can't afford to buy food, or are loosing their homes and are having to live on the streets. It doesnt make sence to me at all. I know these companies are important but fifteen billion dollars? That seems a little bit extreme to me. I am hopeful for our country so I hope that this fifteen billion dollars really makes a difference, and maybe they will stop flying around in private jets and save some money on fuel.

I am dont ranting now.

My writing #35

So as I was going through some old files on my computer I found some old poetry that I wrote. I feel really greatful for the place that I am at now. In the things I had written I can still feel that way I felt when I was writing it, and most of the time I was letting out really painful feelings. I am so happy that I am in a better place and that my life is where it is.

I can’t forget the day you left
I can’t forget about you
Like you forgot about me
I watched you drive away
And I stood in the snow for hours
Hoping you’d turn around and come back
I never really thought you’d leave for good
I never really thought It’d hurt this bad….
I never thought about how it’d be when you were gone
How everyday seems like a waste
And I can’t help but break down and cry
My heart beats so fast sometimes
That I can’t even breathe
I would do anything to get you back here with me

Another night in the dunes #34

I am going to hang out with my friend Eva and her husband Pete. I am really looking forward to it because they just found out today that they got a cottage to live in. They are so excited and I am so excited for them. I am already thinking about things that I can get them for their new place, and a great way to have a house warming party. It's so great, they are two of the most sweetest and greatest people ever. I love those two. I am actually going to go and see them right now...I'll be back later, maybe with a funny story or two.